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I’M NOT CRAZY, BUT… (bipolar disorder) BY DR. MELISSA ALBERT

9/28/2020

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I’m not crazy, but…
Sometimes I feel like it. There are times when I feel fine. But there are times when I definitely am not. It’s like my mind is on fire. The thoughts are constant. They run over each other and I can’t keep them straight. Other people can’t follow or keep up with what I’m talking about. I feel like I can tackle gigantic projects, all by myself.  And other weird things happen. I buy things I don’t need. Not one pair of shoes but maybe seven. Sometimes not even the size I wear. I obviously didn’t need them, but can’t stop myself. I get so impulsive. I’ll do just about anything, try just about anything, sometimes resulting in life-changing badness. 
When you are feeling like this, it could be mania. Just about everyone knows what depression is. At some point, everyone experiences sadness, so depression is not hard to imagine as really bad sadness. A lot of people have heard about Bipolar Disorder, but few actually know what it is. It’s often thought that if you have mood swings or anger outbursts, then you must be Bipolar.   
Bipolar is more than a mood swing!
Bipolar disorder is an illness of mood that can have episodes of depression with the other side being mania. People don’t seek help when they are manic. They seek help when they crash. Most of the time mania feels great, ecstatic, otherworldly. All of your sensations are heightened. Colors more vivid, urges unstoppable. The desire to spend, to use, to seek all pleasure, despite the risk. 
Bipolar Buzzwords
Distractibility: cannot keep focus on any one thing, constant shifting attention.  
Insomnia: the decreased need for sleep, can’t sleep for days, or at full energy after only an hour or two of sleep.
Grandiosity: feeling like the king/queen of the world, unrealistic power.
Flight of ideas: racing thoughts, constant flow of random thoughts.
Activity/ Agitation: super creative and starting many tasks that go unfinished.
Speech: pressured speech, increased talking that is very difficult to stop.
Thoughtlessness: increased risky behaviors (driving 100 mph, indiscriminate sex, stealing, spending excessive amounts of money in the thousands).
How can I help myself?  
The single most important thing is to protect your sleep. Just because you can go without sleep, doesn’t mean you should. Don’t stay up all night playing games or watching movies because you can. Sleep deprivation can trigger a manic episode.
Build a support system. Family or friends who know you well enough to recognize when you’re spending too much or when your behavior becomes erratic.
Other things you can do that don’t involve a co-pay:
  • Meditate 
  • Exercise, it helps just about everything
When should I reach out for help?
  • When you have spells of depression. 
  • When you notice dangerous risky behaviors.
  • When mania interferes with work, relationships and/ or safety.
  • When you suddenly become paranoid.
  • When you experience hallucinations. 
What help looks like:
  • Counseling. It is more than talking about your problems like you do to your friends. Counselors are your thinking trainers. They can help you recognize danger signs and risky habits.
  • Medicine (prescription). Medicine can help even out the ups and downs. 
  • Hospitalization. A short stay to help protect you from yourself and stop the mania.
Put the salt down, get sun when it shines, fish oil is your friend.
Missy, MD


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3/21/2022 05:45:12 pm

It's interesting to know how a bipolar disorder could take control of us! The other day, my mom called and said she's worried about my sister. After reading your article, I think my sister could be dealing with a severe mental issue, so I'll talk to my parents about it. I appreciate your insight on what people with bipolar disorder might behave like.

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